tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-275177682011-04-21T22:05:11.106-07:00Name: PAtrina Goh Sin Yu D.O.B: 11/o9/89 Age: 17patuLOVESdadahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00537032530047583653noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27517768.post-1148141905310167652006-05-20T08:56:00.000-07:002006-05-20T09:45:05.190-07:00<span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#ff99ff;">What exactly do i want now? What's my talent? What do i want to be when i grow up? I dont know... I feel like a failure in everything... I cant seem to do anything right... Nagging, scolding and beating dont seem to work on me... What exactly am i doing to myself right now? Ruining myself? Most probably... Slacking around and waiting for death to draw closer to me... That's all... What else am i good at? I dont even know why am i living in this world? What's my purpose in coming to this world? Bring misery to others? Why cant i just be more sensible, responsible, independent? What exactly am i? I dont wanna live my life like this... Slacking around, making my family worry for me, doing nothing, wasting my life... Why cant i just do something right? Why cant i make my life more meaningful? Where and who is my motivation to make me a useful person? I dont know... I'm lost in complete darkness... So lonely... Who will help me and show me the light? I dont know... All i know is... For me till now... Nothing good ever last...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/27517768-114814190531016765?l=iwillbthereforu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>patuLOVESdadahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00537032530047583653noreply@blogger.com0